The Hard Part is Keeping Them In Love With You...

Drac and I are seeing each other again as boyfriend/girlfriend, and he's doing his best to show me that he's changed. It's starting to work, but there's a LOT we have to get through. To his advantage, he's being sweet, charming, and generally everything I remember loving about him.

Silly, snarky jokes aside, he's really a more mature Drac than when we parted ways. I find that encouraging, to say the least. (I am worried about his sister, though. *virtual hugs the Renzo*)

I put him through hell before finally agreeing to one last evening out with him, to exchange our things. Things did evolve from there, slowly.

I want to take a minute to say that bringing my relationship (if you would call what we had a relationship) to a close with John was NOT a direct result of seeing Drac again. Each event was mutually exclusive, and I was very conflicted about both. Most people are sick to death about hearing about my relationship issues, so I haven't really talked about them unless asked. (Mostly. Jess and Laura have both put up with me on various occasions.)

I've agreed to give him a second try. It's his last one. I'm not stupid enough to give another one... if he doesn't learn from his mistakes, then I intend to learn from mine.