In the Thrifty Nickel

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! To all my family and friends. Wishing all of your a wonderful and "full of love" Valentine's Day. Mark, Angie, Tony, Michael, Mema and Papa, Grandma and Grandpa, and "new baby" Schormann. I love you all!!! Cheri

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY... LLT REMEMBERING ALL THE VALENTINES' DAYS IN THE PAST... ME

So I found these in the Thrifty Nickel as I resume my search for a second job (partially out of boredom and partially because I refuse to give up on paying Webster back without getting yet another loan- contrary to popular belief, I have not given up on college thank-you-very-much). I know that these were not directed towards me in the least, but it did actually make me smile tonight... not forced, not whimsical... but genuine.

I really wish, more than anything, to step back seven days and then take myself out to Fast Eddies, which was, granted, only a fraction of what I was looking forward to. It's just that everything I had hoped for fizzed to dust in a matter of hours. I guess I was hoping for too much, wanting to do something special and getting shut down at every turn. I still have the list of things I'd wanted to do with him- and his friends, if they wanted to, too.

Serves me right, I guess. *shakes it off*

No wallowing.

I don't like despair.

It's just... I should have sent myself the second classified. Because Valentine's Day isn't just for lovers. You have to love yourself before anyone else can really love you. I don't even know if I like who I am.

Back to searching for a second job. Maybe I can find myself there.