The Recurring Dream

It's happened at least twice that I can remember.

Each dream was a little different, but so very vivid... I'm on the disney cruise again, standing on the boat and it's time to go. But this time, it was a solitary journey- Jessi, Breka, and Mom B just weren't there! One thing that I remember being very, very vivid in both dreams is that I completely miss the shore. Not that I miss the boat, but I miss my chance to get off.

Both times I do eventually get to shore- the first time, I have to swim- it's not very far, luckily. The second time, I jump from my boat to another, where someone's waiting for me. The second boat had a very distinct Spirited Away theme, and I had a handful of the paper prayer-bird-dolls crunched in my hand. Even then, it was like I was grasping for a piece of the dream- or maybe just a souvenir to remember it by.

I don't understand! I don't know what this means!

*Grabs the handy-dandy dream dictionary given to me by Von and Drew for X-mas*

Here we go... "Disembarking a ship".

Leaving a phase of life, such as marriage or a job

Okay, and since I jumped into a boat the second time and didn't swim to the shore, "Ferry Boat".

Transition from one phase of life to another; the emotional connections in a relationship

Interesting... and since I did almost miss the boat... and did miss the shore the first time...

Missing opportunity; not grasping signifigance of events; not "making it" in a relationship.

Damn. I'm now very, very sorry I think so very much about dreams. *hides*